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Sometimes anxiety is like cancer

This stuff just keeps eating me up
bite by bite
taking over me
amputating me left and right
until it’s too big and too strong for me to fight it
and I have to let it just keep punching me until
I fall to the floor
Too weak to last another round
and not loud enough
to ask someone to throw in the towel for me
But at least the pain is over

Other times it’s not a fight at all
but a poker game
I always have to risk something to stay in
even when I have no choice but to fold
I might get lucky with a winning hand
and let some chips stack up
But the deck is too big
for me to even try to count the cards

Odds are I’ll only leave the table
once I let them take it all
from aces and eights
instead of walking away
with too many chips to carry
letting them spill onto other people’s stacks
so they can maybe win

Sometimes

sometimes

I have no choice but to surrender

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IanM
Ian Morrison
United States
I'm a random Christian, theatre kid, and furry from the great state of Colorado.

Current Residence: Aurora, CO
Favourite photographer: Jones Soda labels
Favourite style of art: Impressionism to current
Operating System: Windows Vista
MP3 player of choice: 8GB iPod nano
Shell of choice: I'm a gecko, not a hermit crab!
Wallpaper of choice: I prefer IKB paint all over the room, actually.
Skin of choice: none, because we're all the same on the inside
Favourite cartoon character: Homestar Runner
Personal Quote: "I should be so unhappy, alone."
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Foothepanda Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Boop
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IanM Featured By Owner Aug 21, 2014
Boop!
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HedgehodgeMonster Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
yo Ian. I saw your comment on FA

thanks for it. Also no offense but you probably should have checked my front page and seen that I have vamoosed the hell out of FurAffinity


well, for the most part. I mostly just don't post or comment there anymore and I do not want to.
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IanM Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014
I'm sorry. I don't even remember your FA name right now ^^;
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HedgehodgeMonster Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
it's just Hedgehodge.
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Summer30 Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED!! *Hug*
Hug
SpreadSpread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
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LazyRayFinkle Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013
Happiest of birthdays to you. 
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KodyBoy555 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2013  Student Artist
Happy Birthday.
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LazyRayFinkle Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2013
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED BY ME!!

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're a great friend

If you don't want to, no pressure. 
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RaivN-AnarKi Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013
ddeewwdd! i gotta draw you a picture! ill get it to ya here soon!
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